Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Daphne your pics.

Daph your pics. Cheeeeer up! (:

With Love,
Jolyn.
5:34 AM

Yo hello.

Hello (:

Went out with Cher and Daph to Vivo, was supposed to see the ship but it sailed away. Boohoo. Wasted trip. Okay whatever, went to Carls Jr to eat, then i dont know already. Heh. Okay whatever it is, we were almost late for Daph's bass lesson and all.
After that Daph's house, wanted to go jamming but sadly one's occupied and the other is expensive.

Bites.

With Love,
Jolyn.
4:55 AM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Why do i dream of you everynight?

Hello.

I'm having weird dreams lah. Argghhh. Carwash bestie <3, LEMON SQUASH. Oh my i'm really sorry but i somehow think its really funny thought that dream is really sad lah. But whatever.
Yesterday, i tell you. I almost couldnt survive. I was at home, with my older brother more worse. Aiya treat him like he isnt there cos he wouldnt even talk to me, so forget it. I didnt go out at all. Now a days like i'm a stupid loner, nevermind lah. I have this slimming powder to drink everyday thing. Hahah, i want! Should i? Mummy say wait i get cancer. Hoho whatever lah i'll try once.
I'm going to get Diabetes. I put 12 spoons of sugar in 2 cups of coffee both i drank. Hahaha. Oh my loser loser loser! I've not been feeling well. Dirrhea ):

Sandra Chua! Tell me whats happening. Why all of the sudden ask me that! Oh no i smell trouble.

Going out later (: Haha maybe tm i dont know. See how lah. I need a hair cut. I look so ugly and fat, no wonder i was depmud. If anyone gets it, hoho. Hahahaha. Okay whatever. I miss Jo alot. I never call her for so long. Boohoo but she told me something really funny just only. Heh (: Jolene we're supposed to go out! With Sandra. I need to talk to you alllllll. Hah, conference again leh. But everytime i talk the most! Then you all laugh at me. What send me to the pest control. My stories are interesting. Heh. Okay shit tummy ache now.

I cant wait to go to KL, i can wait to go for church camp. :/

Now i know how hard it is to look for a job, and to be in one. I guess i'll hafta continue. Need money lah. Christmas shopping!(:

Love is no fool,
I wish i was there with you.
'I love you yesterday today the same.'
Hah, wow. Dont know if it still exists in you.

With Love,
Jolyn.
3:30 PM

From Nabila(: Was asked to do this.

Single,taken or crushing
Single.
Are you hapy with your life now?
Haha, dont even start talking about it.
When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
Haha yes i did a test and it says so!
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, by a person who i loved so much.
Do you believe in circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Haha guess not.
Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
If that person really changes and mean what he/she says.
Have you ever talk about marraige with another before?
Haha, my mum? I plan not to marry!! Hoho. I dont know lah.
Do you want children?
Yes but it will hurt. And i dont like that.
How many?
10 if possible.
Would you consider adoption
Yes, i get to have a wide range of children to chose.
If someone likes you right now, what is the best way to let you know his feeling?
Confession, beating round the bush, actions. Yah.
Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Haha, depends on who. But the ending sucks.
Be honest what is the furthest you and your Ex did?
What, kiss on the cheek. Nothing lah.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really? Hoho.
Are you romantic?
Am I?
Do you believe you can change someone?
By His power (:
If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
Bali.
Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Yes, i'd be the first to apologise.
Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Haha, aye yes. Trying not to.
Have you ever broken a heart?
I wanna know if i did.
If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
Well, if its my best friend i'll let her have that guy. I'm serious.
Are you missing someone right now?
You.

Now you'll have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
Write down their names in the list below.

1.Nabila
2.Annisa
3.Jasmine
4.ANYONE
5.ANYONE

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I'VE BEEN TAGGED!((:

Favourites((:
Favourite Colour: YELLOW!!! Green, Brown, Black and White, Orange okok only, i hate blue.
Favourite Food: I dont know.
Favourite Song: From The Inside Out (:
Favourite Movie: I dont know, but i wanna watch Material Girls!
Favourite Sport: Netball? Dislike it currently.
Favourite Day of the Week: Monday. It means a new start.
Favourite Season: Winter lah, hahah.
Favourite Ice Cream: The $1 Icecream the uncle with the bell.

Currents
Current Mood: Somehow moody.
Current Taste: Huh? Haha. Chilli?
Current Clothes: YELLOW shirt and my black shorts.
Current Desktop: Nabila's blog heh(:
Current Toe nail Colour:Transparent. With a pretty sticker(:
Current Time:6pm!
Current Surroundings: Parent's room.
Current Annoyances: The Pokemon show my younger brother's watching.
Current Thoughts: WHY ARENT WE GOING OUT!! Hahaha.

Firsts
First Best Friend: Cant deny its Honami.
First Crush: Aiya, if you think its you then you.
First Movie: Jolyn's Life Story.
First Lie: My mother asked where her rubberband was i said i dont know actually i do? Okay is that considered.
First Music: Mary Had A Little Lamb

Lasts
Last Cigarette: Somewhere in September i guess.
Last Drink: Pepsi. So gross. I hate gassy drinks.
Last Car Ride: Bus ride considered?
Last Crush: Baby? Hahah.
Last Movie: Flushed Away.
Last Stranger: The man who talks to himself near Siglap Road.
Last Phone Call: Carwash Bestie. Or was it Steph?

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Guess so? Hahah.
Have you ever broken the law: What, the handphone strap? HAHA. Oh my thats super funny.
Have you ever been arrested: I'm a good citizen i help police arrest people.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Vhadever that is.
Have you ever been on TV: SUCKER, CAMPUS! HAHA.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: No. Crazy ah.

Things
5 things you are wearing: My yellow tee, my black shorts, one earring, bra and panties.
4 things you done today: Looked thru my photographs, talked to Carwash bestie, talked to Steph, shouted at mummy?
3 things you can hear right now: The Pokemon show my brother's watching, the sound when people comes online, my brother playing harmonica. Gay please.
1 thing you do when you are bored: Play my guitar. Or watch the VCD I'm so into now(:

PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
ANYONE.

Hoho fun!

With Love,
Jolyn.
1:43 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

OH MY I'M LAUGHING SUPER BADLY NOW COS JO TOLD ME SOMETHING REALLY HILARIOUS. MUMMY THINKS I'M PSYCHO. SHIT.

Okay, i'm high on carwash lah ok i dont know why. Cher, i dont think i use it has a thing as you said to make me happy. Just abit the high lah, heh.

VIVOCITY IS SUPER COOL. There is a ship, which sells Christian things! Not exactly all, quite little things but whatever, its uber cool. I bought a book, titled: Turn, and a daily devotions thing. Mummy bought CD and something, CD inside NO CD.
Who would like to follow me to Vivo tmr just to change. Heh. But can go out lah. Hahahaha. Okay. Whatever.

EHH I'VE STOPPED LAUGHING! Hoho. Applause please.

(:

Jolene, please stop making me laugh cos i already choked on my saliva.

I miss Carwash bestie. <3 ):

With Love,
Jolyn.
6:28 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

#$&@$!!!

Hello.

I'm going to work today! Thanks Cher, srsly thanks alot! (: Hoho. Now enough money to pay my bills. Mummy doesnt have to pay mine anymore. Okay, prolly only for one month but whatever. I DREAMT OF SOMETHING SERIOUSLY FUNNY! Heh. Its about, should know what lah uh. I suddenly remember and i was laughing at myself. Okay, I'm having my moodswings soon i guess. Was super high ytd and... today, haiyerrrrr. I dont know whats happening? Maybe erasing of memories? Dont wanna remember anything? OKAY JOLYN DONT THINK SO MUCH. All these are not me, anyway. Just thinking lah uh.
Heh, the office is at Red Hill. So far please. I hafta go bathe soon. So, ciao.

Someone please make me happy.

YELLOW YELLOW! HOHO.
Okay what fuck is this yellow makes me happy.

HELLO CHERMAINE YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING AND I'M NOT GETTING YOU ANYTHING. HEH (: If i'm that heartless please. My super ultra good friend <3 Thanks for those times when you were there for me, much appreciated babe. Hah, and well, you really helped me alot alot. Always there when i needed you, when i call you, okay prolly sometimes you would refuse to pick up my call but whatever, you were still there and i cherish you alot. You're hard to find. Sorry for all the fights we had and the all the crap i said yesterday, but whatever. Come on baby,

CARWASH!!!
Bikini Provided. Only for Chermaine Lek.

OKAY, OVERALL. I STILL LOVE CHERMAINE LEK COS I LOVE CARWASH. BUT SHE COMES FIRST. <3

I srsly still love you.

With Love,
Jolyn.
8:00 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I think this is super cute.

"Time appears to pass- Things appear to change- Yet, I still appear to love you."

Will summer sun and lazy days bring you back to me again?

With Love,
Jolyn.
12:00 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

Psycho

Hello, i'm gonna blog like 238947832 times today, thanks for no one asking me out heh, okay i know i should ask them out but whatever lahhhh i dont know. Mummy refuses to bring me to her office!! Anyway even if i go there have to do my holiday homework. I haven started, only one. Hah. Finished my Movie Review.

Why are we still friends

Verse 1

We do almost everything
That lovers do
And that why's it's hard
Just to be friends with you
And everytime your heart is broken
By the fool I want you to know
That it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing you should be with me, tell me

Chorus:
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than what we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up being just friends

Verse 2

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love
Cause it could mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow someway I've got to choose
Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose

(repeat chorus)

Bridge:

I don't want to be like your brother
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
When will this end?
If I told you that I want to be in your life?
If you could be the woman in mine

Ineedyoubymysidetonight.

With Love,
Jolyn.
5:44 PM

enhpad umi

I MISS YOU.

Call me, call me!

Are you sure this is love?
Seems like we cant do things that we do just like before again, huh.
We may love each other
You mean we really cant do things that lovers do?
Man, hardship baby.

With Love,
Jolyn.
5:42 PM

Memoirs

Oh boy oh boy, everything's coming back. Their all shooting back at me. Why? Oh no. Getting all emo lah, ~~fuck.~~

We used to walk hand in hand,
We used to cling our hands to each other in every bus ride,
You used to call me everynight,
We used to meet before coming to church,
We used to go for your lessons together,
I used to go to your house atleast twice a week or so,
You used to sms me a sweet msg everyday,
And, everything's just USED to.

I really wonder, will it ever come back again? I know i'm falling. Guess its just me who refuses to pick myself up. Cos my love for * is just so much lah k. I dont know what i'm doing. Prolly just thought i could make history repeat, but i guess * wouldnt cos someone told me? Heh. Alright ~~fuck~~ these.

Jamming, Tampines, Home. Yesterday.

I'M ~~FUCKING~~ BORED AT HOME, COULD SOMEONE ~~FUCKING~~ ASK ME OUT? I HAVE LIKE ~~FUCKING~~ NO WHERE TO GO, AND MOSTLY, I HAVE ~~FUCKINGLY~~ NOTHING TO DO AT HOME.

I'm sorry, but i'm really pissed cos mummy left me alone. Cher's going out, Daphne has her lessons, and what. My other friends ALWAYS cannot make it kind, so, ~~fuck~~. Hellloooo im jolyn and i'm really bored. Please get me out of this boredom and i'll be just fine. Now i'm a little psycho, if someone could give me a buzz i'll get out of this house that i live in and i wont be psycho anymore.

Oh Jolyn clean your filthy mouth.

SOMEONE
JUST
ASK
ME
OUT! ):

With Love,
Jolyn.
3:49 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

OHMY.

MY MOTHER TOTALLY CALLED ME A LOSER.
AUNTY KHOO CALLED ME A LOSER!

Sarita, shut the crap up! Hah. I'm no loser.

With Love,
Jolyn.
8:40 PM

Chermaine's Naked.

Hello.

I'm at Chermaine's house now. And she's like totally wearing her boxers walking around the house. Super weird please, heh. She dont feel shy ah. Hahah! Nevermind she so sexy right so nevermind.

Just now we went to Lido, hoho. Watched Flushed Away, quite nice lah. I wanna watch Colic and The Grudge2. The Colic thing seems nice. Hahah. Dont know why now a days i wanna watch scary movies. Haha. I dont know lahhh.

(:

Heh, Picturessss! That time one :D